Saturday, September 24, 2022

Queen of the Cats 16: Black on Black

As Nessa slept, curled in on herself, Nix was wrapped protectively around her and thoughtfully contemplated the color black. In the darkness of the night-time barn, although guards walked sentry, she had set up a second shift of watchers that she trusted more. In the far rafters and loft supports she caught the occasional eye shine from a shifting shadow as it slid along the wide beams of ancient timber. Near to a dozen cats roamed the structure and Nix could tell each by shape, by gait and by their unique shade of black.

The beauty of a group of black cats was that most people would find each indistinguishable from the next, never understanding the number of cats that moved through an area. The average person was unable to discern the subtle stripe of tabby in an undercoat, the difference in the shape of a face, the rainbow of gem-like eye colors, and the absolute unlikeness of the color black in one from the next. Much like a row of black socks of different ages, none were actually the same shade when viewed together. When it came to animals and the natural world, Nix was not an average person, as she possessed a rare talent for seeing details that others could not discern. 

Nessa could look at soil and the light of a place, the moisture of the ground and immediately provide an extensive list of the edible and useful plants, herbs and cover crops which could be grown in that location. She knew when to sow them, when to harvest them and how to best feed the soil between crops so that it would yield again the next season. It was remarkable to watch land bring forth any bounty that Nessa requested of it. 

Next to her, Nix's talents for a dab of everything, the keeping of cats and being able to identify things she found in the forest felt very small, but Nessa never made her feel that way. Nessa saw the best in people and the best in Nix. She felt like warm, clean sunshine to everyone she met, and yet, someone had put their hands upon her and hurt her in a startling number of ways. Thus, as Nessa slept, Nix counted cats like other people counted sheep, she compared their shades of black fur and contemplated murder. Rather a lot of murder.

Unable to rest any longer, Nix slipped out of the wagon bed and filled in the void she had left with warm feline bodies to keep Nessa comfortable. In a pair of old black sweatpants, an ancient band t-shirt, a slightly gnawed hoodie and her loosely tied boots, Nix ghosted her way out of her canvas draped space and through the wide lanes of the barn between the other tent-like temporary homes of the people of the territory.

As she strolled, an inky bit of shadow broke off from a larger patch and fell in beside her. The massive tomcat rammed his head into the side of Nix's calf and then sat down patiently in the middle of the roped-off lane. Coming to a complete stop, Nix nodded to the amber-eyed shadow and followed silently behind him as he led her to the far side of the reserved Council area. As the cat fell into a stalking crouch, Nix also dropped and studied the deeper shadows where no residents had set up to bunk yet. 

It was the smallest reflection of eye-shine and then, just like the black velvet on night sky of her cats, she caught the outline of the woman leaning against a pillar of the barn. Her stillness was near complete and she stared at the glow of light and silhouettes of the tented council area. Leaned slightly forward, she tried to hear snatches of conversation without stepping into the illumination cast through the canvas which separated the leadership from the empty and uninhabited space beyond. 

Nix slowly reached out and patted the cat twice on the right shoulder with two fingers. As he shot into the darkness, she withdrew her flashlight from the pocket of her hoodie, eased to her feet and waited for her cue. In just a moment, it arrived in the form of shrieking from the darkness as claws and teeth went to work. Nix idly bit at a broken fingernail as the shriek became a terrible screeching and she waited for the rush of other humans from among the council group to push into the wide lane. Silently, she applauded Lovecraft for his dedication to this attack and made a note to devise a proper reward.

As several people came puffing up beside Nix, she flipped on the beam of her flashlight already pointed directly at the barn pillar and the woman attempting to climb it. A streak of jet skittered away into the darkness, leaving the bleeding and screaming woman clutching the timber and trapped in the spotlight like a soloist on a stage. The General marched up to her, demanding to know what she was doing in this part of the barn which was nowhere near her reserved space but was concerningly near the reserved Council area. 

Stammering and wiping at the blood streaming down her face, the woman who had arrived on the wagon from the Day farm said she had gotten turned around when she had suddenly been attacked by a wild animal of some kind. Nix remained silent, just holding the flashlight on the woman as she attempted to argue with The General. Lovecraft returned, twined once between her feet and then sprang up to land on Nix's shoulder. The small panther quickly arranged himself around her neck and across both shoulders like a very plush and purring stole.

"Who's mama's favorite murder kitten?" Nix whispered as she slipped Lovecraft a bit of fish jerky from her pocket. He purred fiercely in response, making aggressive biscuits into the thick fabric of her hoodie and gnawed delightedly at the piece of dried fish. Several quiet snickers came from the members of Council who stood in audience beside Nix. The group remained until The General handed off the bleeding and blubbering woman to a sentry who ungently frog marched her back outside to the Day wagon and camp. 

The Council, most now roused from sleep by the ruckus, adjourned to their cordon and table for tea and contemplation. As Nix sat, Lovecraft slid from her shoulders to stalk down the long table and accept his due in scratches, words of praise and treats before deciding he was done with people and disappearing back into the rafters of the barn to continue his roaming. The General watched the feline depart, slowly shaking his head.

"I would believe that cat is possessed of a demon." he muttered with grudging appreciation.

"Nah, it's more likely he signed a contract at a crossroads and sold his kitty soul. He's not actually evil, just thoughtfully mean as hell when he cares to be." Nix mused, sipping her tea with a slight smile. 

"It was a rather remarkable amount of damage for a housecat... looked like a damn badger got her." Groused a leathery old hunter and trapper just known as 'Uncle Ed'.

Laughing like a brightly chiming string of bells, the lovely blacksmith opined "Those are not housecats Ed, they are apocalypse-cats. Pretty sure natural selection and Nix have given us a whole new species." As she laughed, her blonde curls danced in the lamp light while she poured her cup of tea and whiskey
. After a few moments her face changed to deadly serious and she asked in a flat voice "Now, are we all ready to plan some violence?"

Around the table, heads nodded and Council members both young and old leaned in to the whispered conversation and the task at hand. It was time to get serious.

Sunday, April 10, 2022

Queen of the Cats 15. Love and Poppets

[Trigger warning- references to physical violence against women]

Nix's eyes snapped open as a dark form stepped into her canvas partitioned space in the barn. It was full dark and she did not allow her body to twitch, but her hand wrapped around the hilt of a knife under her pillow as she waited, tensing. 

"Phoenix, stand down." the General called in his low hoarse whisper. Nix sighed out a particularly colorful string of swear words, and saw the General's brows raise in surprise as her vision adjusted to the low light. "Follow me, sailor mouth. Leave the knife." The old man turned perfectly on heel, his posture still so upright that it made Nix stand a bit straighter as she slipped out of her wagon bed and into his wake. Over the swept dirt floor, the pair moved without light or noise, heading straight for the roped and draped off area reserved for the territory council. Dim lights shone behind the canvas walls, and the low drone of muttering voices told Nix that she was one of few that had gotten any sleep so far.

Nix slipped in behind the general, blinking at the sudden light and batting at a moth that bounced off of her hair. After a moment she took a visual survey, eyes sweeping left to right, making it two thirds of the way around the group and then swinging back to lock on one face, colored with purple and greening bruises and marked with the scabs of healing cuts. Everything stopped, and she could not keep herself from a sharp inhalation of breath.

The battered young woman stood, and began moving around the table as she smiled, winced, smiled again and twined herself around the still frozen Nix. Finally, Nix exhaled one word and it was like a prayer of thanks, a question and a declaration all in one breath. "Nessa."

Nix wrapped herself around the other woman, running fingers gently over her face and many hurts with her expression changing from anger, to fear, to surprise, to devotion, to love and then to ferocious. Nessa raised a tender hand and rested it on Nix's cheek and quietly shushed her before she could speak.

"It's ok my love. I'm ok. Daniel and Jason stopped by to do a lot of violence. We helped... enthusiastically. Mama and everyone else... who is left... went to the General's place...but I couldn't go and not..." she trailed off, running out of words but having found her tears. She dropped her face gently onto Nix's shoulder and wept silently, the only hint of her tears were the occasional hitch of Nessa's shoulders and the tears soaking Nix's shirt. 

Nix could find no words and just held her Nessa, and swept her eyes over the rest of the council, stopping on Daniel. "I had to bring her to you. Otherwise she was going to steal my truck or take one of the horses and I thought it best she arrive unseen." The tall man raked his hand over the stubble of his head, for once unable to make any jokes. "It's not good. Only a few dead, but there are a lot of injuries... mostly dislocations, some bone breaks, beatings, a few concussions but also some of the kinds... that we hoped we would not find. I'm gonna take Doc and both of the midwives back to the compound to look after everyone tonight and see if we can't give some kind of... help. I'm... uh... gonna go now."

Nix shut her eyes, very, very tightly for a moment, took a few breaths and spoke in her voice of rage, which was exceedingly quite and exceptionally articulate. "Dan... I owe you and Jason... everything Can I ask you just one more favor?"

"Yeah Nix, what do you need?"

"Would you kindly bring back a number of grenades or the makings of pipe bombs, some boxes of nails or a good quantity of small metal pieces and a sack of rock salt? I could also use a few lengths of sturdy fabric, good twine or cord, and do let Doc know I will require a few pints of human blood if anyone cares to donate... if not, I will and so can my cow. I'll make it work." With each word Nix spoke, the eyebrows of the assembled council members climbed higher on their foreheads.

The blonde blacksmith was the only one who looked unperturbed and simply nodded as Nix made her request. "Arts and crafts." she said, a sly smile creeping onto her face. "Why, I do love arts and crafts. Reckon I could give you a hand with that little project."

A wood turner from up the valley just bounced his gaze back and forth between the two women, Daniel, and then a few other women who had begun to slowly nod along. "What in the hell are you going to make with that stuff?"

In a soft whisper, a quilt maker named Peggy answered, "Poppets, I think we can just call them poppets." 

Shaking his head and turning to exit, Daniel muttered "Well, that's charming... I'm out and I will see you tomorrow." More quietly he continued, "Never piss off the women who survive the apocalypse. You are all terrifying" as he slipped out into the darkness. Off to the side, the General held his unlit pipe between his teeth but slowly nodded to his son's most sage advice. 

In the ensuing and uncomfortable quiet, the General softly suggested that since the "newcomers" were being entertained and closely watched at the fire pit outside, Nix should take Nessa and get some rest. 

Nix fussed at Nessa but was overruled. Her darling had already gotten catharsis, fresh clothes and a shower back home after she had killed two of the intruders with a recently liberated pistol and then re-deaded a corpse with a hay rake. She had been fed, seen by the Doc, medicated, and offered all manner of comforts but what Nessa most wanted was sleep, some cat time and Nix. 

It was a request she was happy to deliver upon. Nix nodded and led Nessa through the darkened barn, into her almost-tent, lifted her to the wagon bed and curled around her love as both were swarmed with cats. 

Part 16: Black on Black